What Would I Do?

I lay in bed thinking about life
Wondering what life would be like
If this guy weren't in it..
He's so different from all the other guys i've known
Pure hearted, caring, so loveable
Just everything I've ever wanted in a guy
I really want to tell him how i feel
But it's impossible...
I don't know HOW he feels about me
N i really wanna know

I don't know what to do
Cos it's most likely that nothing is going to happen
I wish life was so much more simple

During the night,
I lay awake
Staring into space thinking
About this guy I'm crazy about
I know what I feel, feels right
Quote from a song: ''If i could say what i wanna say
I'd say i wanna blow you away
Be with you every night...''
If i was with him
I know that I'd be smiling from head to toe

I don't know what to do
Cos it's most likely that nothing's gunna happen
I wish life was so much more simple

When i sleep
All i dream about is him
Dreaming about him always being with me
Feeling so secure, happy and so alive
When i wake up it feels like it was real

Even when it's raining,
Thinking about him
Makes the sun shine
And brings a smile to my face
It saddens me that I can't be with him
But then I think
He's in my heart
It might not be the same
But he's always with me
All day, everyday

I don't know what to do
Cos it's most likely that nothing's gunna happen
I wish life was so much more simple

If I had to describe him how i feel,
It would be that:
1) He's special
2) I really wanna be with him
3) Happy that i know him
... and finally...
4) He's the best thing that's ever happened to me
and i love him so much
I don't ever want 2 loose him
I dunno what i'd do without him! !

by Caryl Morgan

Comments (1)

u conveyed those feelings beautifully. passion breathes deeply throughout the poem