S ( / NYC)

Why Did I Give In?

why did i do ths
for i am more scared then ever
ican't stop shaking
i can't get rid of this feeling
i am forever dizzy
i am forever shaking
i wish this would stop
i wish i did give in to this craving
inever should have
i should have stayed strong
i should have fought this
never gave in
never
for now i am in more pain
more pain than i can handle

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Comments (2)

sad really, but im here to listen
Hey...one day at a time...start fresh tomorrow...it's a new day...you cut because you are feeling emotions so strongly, and don't know what to do about them. You need a release...but haven't found anything quite yet to take the place of that pain rush that you feel...keep writing...keep talking...get it all out...I am listening... Hugs, Dee