You say that you love me
That I'm perfect in your eyes
That I'm the only one
But that was a lie... more »
Coming Soon (From The Desk Of The Watcher)
I watch her lie in her bed
Her breath is short
She is almost dead
I read a poem of his arrival... more »
Yearning for something I could never achieve,
A distant thought on a transparent stream,
I chased fantasies with frailty for wings,
Tattered and weakened, I crawl forth and dream.... more »
Death’s Call (From The Desk Of The Dieing)
As I lay here in my bed
I know I’ll soon be dead
I feel a rush of cold air
And I know he’s there... more »
Hold on to me,
Just a little longer,
We need redemption,
But for now,... more »
I am grim reaper black deadly at times,
mysterious dark, stightly depressed
I am always prepared to win a fight
but deep down inside I am a tint of bubble gum pink... more »
Is anybody listening?
Because though the tears and blood
I can never tell
Abused by the world, I pary for an end... more »
I sit alone pondering the mysteries of life.
A blade in my hand.
What happens when it ends?
Is there some better place that we go?... more »
My Words Fall On Deaf Ears...
I have been lead to believe that Betrayal can be one of the most difficult emotions to live with. It sit in the pit of your stomach like a growing stell ball as you relize you placed so much trust into the betrayer. Your tears are no comfort, and when you have nothing but yourself, you know your were a fool. It's a growing anxiety as you wonder what there doing with the knowledge you so willinly imparted on them.
I have been betrayed so many times in my short life I often find myself wondering why I haven't grown accostum to the ache it brings. Or why haven't I learn that trusting, even kin, can bring it, perhaps even more so simple because they are your family.... more »
Need A Title
alone in my darkness,
cold and dead,
the blood i've shed,
bleeding crimson red,... more »
For I am weak,
I stand not as strong,
I stand, not at all.... more »
I hope you hear me when I cry for you at night
I want you to know that I love you
my head kept saying “Just let go”
My heart kept saying “why would you let go of something so beautiful? ”... more »
Tears Of Blood For My Valentine
I always thought Valentines Day was a joyous one.
Couples getting together in acts of true love,
But this year is different.
My heart was broken.... more »
I suppose its destined for me to always fall hard, then soon have my heart broken.
But for once I though the cycle wouldn’t repeat.
Just the thought of him made me smile,
I started to love him and I’m not sure but he may have felt the same.... more »
The Merry-Go-Round Melody
One time you told me you loved me
But then the next time you told me you wished me to die
And so goes the merry-go-round we call our love
How you could treat me this way I do not know,... more »
a useless holiday that serves no real purpose
except to allow couples to parade around and show off what they have
but what about those who don't have anyone... more »