Vision Ghost

So now haunted by these happy memories
So taunted by the truth of impossibilities
Aggravated so, by the stubbornness of life
When all that stings, is the blade of a knife... more »

A distant blackness, envelopes my face
In your mind never to face the disgrace
So alone I turn away from your memory
And be abandoned to succumb to misery... more »

So high to the mighty clouds above yourself
Upon the steed of the highest horse in wealth
Of a higher esteem born of self rewarding... more »

Don’t tell me of a world of masterful politicians
Don’t tell me of a world of embattled coalitions
Don’t tell me of a world of the spin doctors slurs
Cannot perceive the blindness as the vision blurs... more »

Reminisced in a dream of dreams for all skies
I was in this place free from all pain and lies
The lightest breeze to cool this burning soul
An exaggeration made real accepting it whole... more »

Pouring from my soul, a face turned dark
As my hands are chalked by gravels mark
The cold rain thundering down on my back
Fleeting under fates relentless brutal attack... more »

Moved away a branch, to see a face that I knew of myself
Startled until I bore recognition, like a photograph on a shelf
This spirit of me that just stood here, and allowed to be seen
Neither fearful nor zealous, I asked for what this could mean?... more »

Wish I could return to those many moments
Of sweets and playgrounds and atonements
Well I’m dreaming back to my younger days
When I didn’t know all and nothing stays... more »

I severed my veins again in uselessness
I thought I would drought the pus,
of my own contamination.
Because something confused me always.... more »

So much said, when nothing makes sense
Worthless excursions, so faded by penitence
Laying alone here, upon a cold stone place
Tears filling lines, of my now broken face... more »

Then let be the ink of mankind to sign Mephistopheles contract
Of the unbinding and forgiving in all that are humanities to retract
All that is sins in war, abuse, an unbridled calculation of violence
Too far gone by jealousy, wrath, loathing to find the repentance... more »

He met with a guy in a bar who kills for tips
Tattoos on each arm for gang memberships
An exchange of cash and no questions asked
Seems that murder is never so under tasked... more »

Seems I tore apart, the one thing I loved so much
And I am not getting over this anytime fast, as such
As the many memories of happiness, become pain
Of times we laughed and smiled, now like a stain... more »

Selective decisions foundered, by a decisive consciousness
Creative pathology of the universal acronym, of emptiness
A void that hungers to be fed, with the all so knowledgeable
Grant me the key to open to the, newly sought psychological... more »

I fell down so hard, just a few miles from the food hall
Weakened legs buckled, from when I’d stand up so tall
Before my mother died, slowly of a thing called AIDS
Positive too, but I’m far too hungry for government aids... more »

Crisp mists surrounding, the embodiment of sorrow
Unity in solace, as I scorn the approach of tomorrow... more »

Like a universe into one moment, of perfection unites
That a fissure, to my soul has been opened and alights
Her eyes looked down into me, to a depth I didn’t know
Reaching a point to which was deeper, than I could go... more »

Something so perfect and yet so far gone
Into the last shreds of memories, yet undone
As time does past, so be it the emotions as well
Empty void unfilled and a heart, that starts to swell... more »

Rekindling a memory, of a time way back when
I was just a little school boy, around the age of ten
Trying to perceive of another’s life, so worth living
Or maybe as a fox in an endless forest, for roaming... more »

Screams of all the dispossessed echoing through walls of steel
Forgotten void in the blackness hidden from the eyes that feel
Witnessed not by any sense of morality in the brutality here
Beaten, raped and scarred in the boundaries of psychotic fear... more »

Entrapment state, between the dark and consciousness
Somehow lodged, from the sleep to the awareness
Head is pounding to be asleep, as I cannot stop thinking
Eyes closed in a steeped action, of turning and writhing... more »

Collaborate with the entity of virtual reality and persona
To exasperate all that is worth doing for the partial dogma
Until all that is incorrigible is fathomed and considered
Before the final action of the go ahead is finally figured... more »

Shadows mimic love against the glare of the bedroom lamp
A taste of sweat in a kiss traces of an inseminating stamp
Twisted, curled, embraced and desired within ice and flame
Salt and sugar and nectar’s texture upon the tongue as they came ... more »

Can you see that, can you feel it?
It’s right there now, touching you
Wants to hurt you, make you scream
Growling, it’s breathing on you... more »

Does it take so much that, I can reach with fingers?
And trace where the wind, once blew and lingers
In voices that congregated here, before I now stand
Of so many memories, that now flight to this land... more »